ASMR Tsundere Cries In Your Arms!

Script:

Phone:

Hey.. uh.. whats ups.. yea so what if its late? Haha hope it’s not past your bedtime. So what are you up to right this second? Going to bed? For real? Nah, hey stay for a bit. Yea I just well.. I mean you gave me your number for a reason right? You said in case I ever wanted to talk about stuff and I was like ‘nah never’. Well.. I don’t I’m calling you. Look I.. well… I kinda did want to talk about something but.. I don’t know.. Look could I just come over? I mean you live just across the street I can be there in 5 minutes. Yea ok cool, and yea.. thank you.

In your home:

*Knock Knock*

Hey.. aha nice pajamas. You weren’t kidding you really were just about to go to bed. But how close were you exactly? I mean have you taken off your bra yet? *slap* ayyee haha I just joking around. So do you wanna let me in? Man your house is super quiet. Where are your parents? Sleeping? Sheesh.. anways, wanna go up to your room? Yea okay lets go. Oh yea sure I can tip toe real quiet like no problem. I used to having to tip toe around when I go to a girls house lol. Don’t gimme that look lolol.

In your room:

You know for some reason your room kinda looks exactly what I would have expected. I mean look these anime posters sheesh it’s like the whole freakin wall. Oh my god and the plushies Jesus Christ how many plushie-things do you need, girl? Oh and of course you have a Nintendo switch with decals and crap all over it ahaha you are so predictable lolol. And what are these? Oh yea giant headphones that you wear everywhere? If I look in your closet am I gunna find a Legend of Zelda hoodie? Dork! Lol ayy come on I’m just joking no seriously I am, relax. I’m just trying to lighten the mood. What are you talking about? Oh yea I came here to talk about something? Uhh yea sure.. wait what do you mean? It’s not like that I mean… wait what did you think it was like super serious or something? I mean well.. sorta. But maybe we can sit down. Do you have a chair or.. okay sure we can sit on the bed no problem. Hold up what’s this? Is this for me? Wait you drew this? Really? I mean hey.. this is pretty good. Yea I actually like it quite a bit. How did you even do this? How did you draw a picture of me while I was driving? I mean it looks like its from the passengers perspective. So yea its pretty cool. You’re really talented you know and thanks… I appreciate you giving this to me. Hey can I put on some music? Yea just something to chill out to.

So yea, there was something I wanted to just kinda let you know about. But I don’t really know how to say it. So basically, well.. it’s about my dad. Yesterday things were getting kinda intense and there was… a fight.. I .. I can’t get into the details right now. But yea we were fighting and.. this morning I come to find out.. *sob*, I come to find out he left.. yea.. he left us again.. I .. ugh.. it’s been a few years since the last time this has happened. I always thought to myself that.. I wouldn’t even care if he went away. I wanted him to go away. I would always think about. But now.. ugh.. now I just can’t believe it. I just can’t understand why he’d do this again. Unless.. it’s my fault.. maybe he’s just fed up with me.. my mother tells not to think like that but I can’t help it.. I was somewhat relieved when he left but also terrified for what this means for my family.. its just… I can’t relax when my dad is around but also.. now that he’s gone it puts responsibility on my shoulders. When my dad is around, I always have this weird tension in my chest. When he calls my name, I get this shock through my system. When he enters a room, I always feel this immediate urge to leave the room. I got hit a lot as a kid. And even as a teen. I remember how bad it got one day when… well I got mad. And I ended up punching a hole in the wall.. I used to have a really bad habit of that. I had nightmares about that day. For years. Now he’s gone and I can almost feel like I can breathe a little more. But still this is just too much for me right now..*sob*. Look.. you don’t have to hug me I’m not weak I’m fine..

Thoughts:

‘Despite verbally resisting to her embrace.. I still find my own arms wrapped around her warm body, with my head perched on her shoulder.’

*sob* you know I don’t really talk about stuff like this with anyone. No.. I don’t really have anyone I can speak to anyone about. I’m not saying it’s your job to do anything I don’t need it.. but.. thank you.. I’m glad we became friends.. I didn’t know how much I needed someone like you.. is it okay I stay for the night?