ASMR Boyfriend Finds You Crying!

Script:

Thoughts:

‘Phew oh man I haven’t gone for a run like this in a while jesus Christ how do all these marathon people do it. God it feels like I’ve been at this for an hour. Let me check my watch, 13 minutes?! Oh come on man! Hold on a second, hey what’s she doing over there? Thank god it gives me an excuse to take a break.’

Park:

Hey babe! Hey! Over here. Yo this is so random I didn’t expect to see you here this early on a Saturday lol. Didn’t you say you had some family gathering last night? How did that go? Oh… oh my god hey babe what’s going on? Hey, what are doing here? You just sitting here on this park bench, crying? All by yourself? Babe tell me, what’s going on. What brought you here, how did this happen? Damn, I’m glad I found you. I almost was almost gunna skip my run for today but now I’m really glad I didn’t. So, what has you so upset?  Did something happen? Oh ok yea honestly it’s fine if you don’t really want to give me details now yea. You know what just come here let me hug you. No for real let me hug you you’re not a burden it’s alright. No why would you think that at all? That’s so silly. It’s okay to be upset. Have you cried in public like this before? Wow really? It’s not the first time? Huh, I find that interesting. I mean, usually people are afraid of showing there tears so out in the open like this but— oh yea? You don’t damn what others think aha that so cool. That’s my girl. I always knew you were a tough cookie aha. There we go there that happy face I love to see lol. Here I got a handkerchief right here. Take it. Yea it’s red and it’s pictures of cats on it so what? Lol. Listen, I’m feeling super parched right now, let’s say we head over to that café over there grab some lemonade or something? Yea come on let’s go.

Café:

This place has the best lemonade trust me. Yea I know we’ve been waiting for like 15 minutes for it to show up but don’t worry it’s worth the wait. Oh here it is. Hey Moe!

Moe: Hey guys sorry about the hold up with your order. Just hired a new employee recently and she has been a real pain in the neck.

BF: Don’t worry it’s not a problem, sir.

Moe: Yea and this new employee, she has been getting into fights with one of my best workers. The two have been at each other’s throats like cats and dogs.

BF: Oh ok Damn lol

Moe: But to be honest with ya, I suspect that there is just a bit of romantic tension between those two lolol. I’ll keep ya posted, but until then enjoy your lemonade.

BF: Ahaha sounds good Moe thanks for everything!

That guy always lightens the mood don’t you think? Lol. How’s the lemonade? It’s nice, eh?

 You know babe, I’m kinda worried about you. The fact you were out on bench all by yourself. It’s just concerning. You know something, whenever I’ve seen someone crying in public, I would always suspect that maybe that person, deep down, actually just wants someone to see them. That maybe they really just want someone to notice them. I’m not saying that’s you, but babe, I just want to know. Why didn’t you feel the need to tell me what was going on? If you felt upset about something, I’d like for you to know that I’d want to be there for you if needed me. What? What do you mean its non-sense? It’s not non-sense at all, babe you’re tearing up again. Come here come close. I’m gunna sit beside you. What’s so bad about talking about what is bothering? Is opening up something you are not used to? I know you see yourself as a tough girl but it’s cool if you want to be vulnerable too you know? Wow, that’s heavy. What you just said. You’ve only ever cried alone.. oh sweetheart.. it shouldn’t be like that for you. Not at all. Never. Yea family gathering you had yesterday. Yea what about it? Was there something about that event that upset you? Yea? Mhmm. Okay. Your dad. It’s about him. Yea, you’ve mentioned him before. Was there something he said to you? Oh I see. He was angry and just starting his frustration out on you? Oh man that’s not fair. You know I actually know exactly what that’s like but, tell me more about what happened. He yelled at you for not picking up after the guests? Oh like when the guests left you forgot to pick up the dishes and stuff. Well it was an accident right? Why would he start calling you stupid? Wait, he didn’t even tell you before hand? He just wanted you to know? Like read his mind of what he wanted you to do? Oh yea I’m sure if he just asked you nicely you wouldn’t have had a problem with doing it’s just the fact that he yelled, yea. No don’t worry it’s not a stupid thing to sad about. No one enjoys being yelled at. Does he yell at you a lot? He does? Oh sweet heart, I’m sorry. I know what it’s like  when you have  father who only ever yells and never has anything nice to say. Yea you’re right, it sucks when they always say things like ‘ Oh I’m just yelling at you because I love you and want the best’. It NEVER feels like that. Hmm? Oh honestly I don’t wanna mention to much about myself lol. However, in my experience there has been something that’s helped for me. I’ll do this visualization exercise. What I will do, is I will close my eyes for a few minutes  and I will imagine my dad actually treating me the way I want him to treat me. I’ll imagine him saying nicer things to me, telling me he’s proud of me, and stuff like that. Think about the kind of relationship you wish you had with your dad and take the time everyday do visualize it. I know it sounds kinda crazy but trust me, using you imagination like this can really improve your mood. Hey, do you wanna go back to my room? Yea you seem like you want to go somewhere where we can be more comfortable. Let’s go.