ASMR Boyfriend Gets Jealous and SNAPS!

Script:

How long are you gunna keep doing this? Huh? Why are still talking that guy? It doesn’t make sense to me. You don’t make sense! Look you always complaining about this guy about how he hurts you and makes you feel horrible. So what gives? Why is he still you boyfriend? We’ve been seeing each other like this for long enough don’t ya think? I’m tired of sneaking around like this. Didn’t you tell him you were at your mom’s house? Like you call me in the middle of night when your upset with him and want me to be your shoulder to cry on but… is that all I am to you? Think about all the stuff we’ve been doing.. I don’t get how you can just.. how do you think I feel?! I don’t understand where WE stand. You always wanna talk about him and you, him and you… I’m sick of it. What about us? Yea there IS an US. How could there not be? Don’t you get it? Do I have to spell it out for you? I can’t keep doing this with you I feel like I’m caught in some kinda web. I don’t wanna have to yell at you I’ve brought this up with you before and you never give me a clear answer. You’re so frustrating. First you talk about how much he yells and how much it makes you cry. Then you talk about him like he’s a good guy and that you still see something in him? Why can’t you just make up your mind? You tell me how grateful you are of me. You tell me that I you rock, that I’m make you feel safe and comfortable. It’s seems obvious to me what your supposed to do, but obviously I don’t wanna tell you what to do because that’s just weird. What?! What do you call me? Jealous? You think I’m jealous of your boyfriend are you kidding me? You are absolutely nuts. Maybe that’s why you and him belong together! Crazy likes crazy doesn’t it? Maybe you two have some sick of twisted codependency. I bet your enjoy it! I bet you like the way he treats you. I bet you probably feel like you deserve to treated that way and that you keep going back to him. If that the case, you probably deserve it!

Oh my god.. no.. sweetie.. what am I saying.. no.. look I’m sorry.. no really that was so messed up. I didn’t mean that. Honest, I don’t know what I was thinking! No please come back!

*Opens the door*

Thoughts: Stupid! Stupid! Are you an idiot why would you do that! She has enough of that in her life!

Hey comeback! Please! I’m sorry please! Just let me explain! Sweetheart come here please please stop running away from me no, come on just give me a second please. Please just stay hear for a second. I didn’t want to have to grab you wrist but I needed you to stop. No babe come here no you can’t just run into street this late at night it dangerous and your too far from home to be doing that. I heard on the news some type of home invasion just went down so its not safe to be out right now. Listen to me, please. That so stupid of me, and I need to apologize to you. I didn’t mean to just snap at you like that. Why won’t you look at me? I’m sorry I had to make you cry. I’m begging you please. That was more than just an argument, it was.. just… completely cruel. It doesn’t make sense for me to yell at you. You don’t deserve anymore of that kind of treatment. It’s wrong, so wrong. Your right though. I did let my jealousy get the best of me. I am jealous of him. I don’t understand what it is about guys like that. I’ve seen it time and time again. These kinds of guys who just get away with anything.. they don’t treat their girlfriends properly at all. Yet for some reason, their still able to retain their loyalty. It just confuses me to no end. I told myself I’d never be bad guy like that but obviously I’m not as good as a thought. I’ve been cheated on before and it nearly broke me. I have so many trust issues that I just get really paranoid about where I really stand with anyone. It’s heart breaking when you think you’re special to someone when in reality… no.. you were just a means to end.. and I never want to be that again. I want to actually mean something to someone. I should shut up about myself. I’m not the one we need to focus on we need to focus on you. Please babe come here. NO please don’t run away from me again! Come back please! I’m sorry! Let me finish!