ASMR Comforting Your Crying Boyfriend!

*sobs*

Oh hey.. uh.. what are you.. *sniff* what are you doing here? No I’m fine. Yes I’m telling the truth. Don’t talk to me like that it’s insulting. If I said I’m fine then I’m fine. I was just going through all of my dog’s stuff. I’ve just been collecting all of his favorite toys and his favorite tennis ball. His old collar too. Even the pictures I have of him I just wanted to pack all this stuff up. What do you mean why? I honestly can’t stand to look at any longer. It’s just too difficult. After losing Sparky I couldn’t stop thinking about him. And everytime I’d think about him it would just hurt too much. Anytime he would pop back into my head, I could feel a jolt of tension in my chest. I couldn’t stand it. Everytime I leave the house and I see a dog, I feel it. The other day I walked past a hot dog sand and even then I felt it. It’s all just so brutal. I have to get rid of everything that reminds me of him. Until I do that, I won’t be able to stop thinking about him and this hurt go away. You know I’ve had sparky for over  a decade? I still remember Christmas morning, many years ago, the first day we met. Yea he was a Christmas present. Best present a boy could ever ask for. I remember begging my parents for over a year for a puppy. It took a lot of convincing but yea, Sparky was born. Luckily one of my mothers friends had a dog, and it had puppies so he was actually a free dog. Yea I know technically they are called rescues, but like come on, that’s just a nicer way of calling it a free dog lol. Look I didn’t pull him out a burning building there was no actual rescue lolol. When I was kid, we had to move around a lot. Yea because of my dad’s work, we never really lived in any place for longer than a couple years. That sorta thing made it really hard to keep friends. I kept having to move and start over and over and over again. Nobody really talks about how hard that can be on a kid. It always made things really unstable. I get that parents don’t always have a choice but it just sucks that kids are always expected to just suck it up. Well, the reason it wasn’t all that bad was because I had my dog. Sparky was always there for every move. So even when I had the pressure of losing friends and being forced to make new ones, time and time again. I always had at least one constant friend. He was my constant. In retrospect, I think I would named him someting related to that. God.. ugh.. I cant help it I’m sorry..*sob*. I’m fine I swear. It makes me so sad and so mad. *sob* sparky… I miss you.. *sob*. Thanks for holding on to me. I wouldn’t have been able to ask you. You’ve been such a blessing to me.. I can’t thank you enough. I swear to god. If I ever find out who killed my dog… trust me you don’t wanna for that. You think I’m joking? Nah lol babe you’ve no clue. Check this out..*click* woah relax! What do you mean? I’ve always had this. Yea you’ve never seen it? It’s grandfather’s old stilleto switchblade. Made in Italy. Pretty cool huh? What? Don’t look so spooked lol. Look I gotta use the bathroom. I’ll be back in a second.

Phone Rings*

Phone:

Hello? Uh hi.. sorry to bother you.. I’m actually calling because well. I got this number from.. uhh.. a dog tag. Yea.. look.. I’m really sorry.. I can explain.. even though it’s a really long story.. but yes.. I’m responsible for what happened to your dog. It was your dog, right? Yea look.. I felt so ashamed about what had happened and I apologize so much for not getting to you earlier because I know I should have. I take full responsibility for what happened. I can’t imagine what it must have been like. Look, it only seems appropriate that I apologize to you in person. Properly. Look I get you probably don’t want to see the face of man who took your friend away from you.. please…. Hello?… ok sure.. I can call you back.. Wait, why do you want to call a different number to talk to you? Is this not your main number? Okay sure that’s cool and thank you and again I’m sorry.. I look forward to your call.. bye.

*Door Opens*

Hey! What are you doing on my phone? Did someone call? Why didn’t you tell me? What are doing just snooping around on my phone? Hey listen to me? Hello? Are you listening to me? Hey! HEY! Are you good?